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i have this thing for men with canadian passports.
The Man Of My Dreams is half-canadian for Christ sake.

i won. or did i ?

i wish Mario would always be here. :)

- why are you laughing ?
- i am not laughing, i am smiling.
- why are you smiling then ?
- when people smile usually ?
- when... they feel good ?
- exactly.

:)))

Thank God i am single. Seriously.

God damnit.
8-)

*** (21:02:37 15/10/2007)
я сам ох*еваю
me (21:02:48 15/10/2007)
от чего ?
*** (21:02:58 15/10/2007)
от тебя))))))


I take it as a compliment.
8-)

My Ex invited me for his birthday party. Naturally i agreed to come.
The next day me, My Ex, Romain and Sylvain went for a mountain walk.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xEKDZp3JKb0
http://picasaweb.google.com/youlia.g/NiceWeekend

ps. this is what i like way more than cold and snow.
;)

*A MARK*
:)

Floran made an engagement ring today for me with paper and stapler. He put it on my finger. I guess i am officially engaged now.
:)

I am happy.
:)

I couldnt afford missing it. So i went to Centrale, bought a ticket and took a train to Bologna.

If Krocher was smashing, then this guy is insane.
Sven Wittekind at Kindergarten, Bologna.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z7jhYjSLaLY
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2QHQ_KmiUYw

And, just in case you wonder, in Bologna there are a lot more handsome guys at techno parties comparing to Milano.
8-)

I think i'm dumb, or maybe just happy
(c) Dumb - Nirvana

Never again i will go to a techno party wearing extentions. Never. It was so fucking hot.

Mario gave up before 4am and with "i cant stand it any longer" left home. I stayed until the end.

Felix Krocher at Tunnel, Milano. Smashing.
:)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nZJh4Dh1CkQ
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=guMJqRrYmkU

This is absolutely insane.
8-)

When i was walking off the runway i saw Rossella stepped in. I caught her eyes for a second. She saw me and smiled to me. I smiled her back. I love her. A lot.

Sono molto stanca.
Dopo, tutto dopo.
Adesso voglio dormire...

Do you often get a hairdresser of Madonna to style your hair ? Luigi Murenu did my hair today. He couldnt believe that my color is 100% natural.
:)

At a certain point i found myself on the balcony along with Federico, Stefano, Alfredo and Konstantino, and we were joking and having a great time. Inspite of all the tireness of the last 3 weeks.

I have hell a lot of extentions number 14 in my head and have to wake up in about 3 hours.

Una giornata veramente lungissima. Una notte veramente corta.
La vita e bella comunque.
;)

The further - the more interesting
(c)
:)

Finally i was one hour late. Was it worth it ? *Totally*.

My plan for today was - to finish working early (at least at 7pm), attend hardcore rave in Milan, hear Lorenzo playing live finally (10pm-6am), get couple of Red Bulls at Esselunga (around 8-8:30am) and go to work at 9am.

What happend instead is - work (9am-11:24pm), and as a consequence - no rave, no Lorenzo live, no Red Bull at 8am and no work at 9am.

Joe said i shouldnt tell my lover that he was hugging me naked. Well.. ok, i wont.
:)

Btw recordings.ru is not available from outside Russia.

He is driving me NUTS !
:)

What russian girls do when they suddenly get together in a small italian town ? Right, they party. So did we. First in the restaurant, then in my room. When we were jumping all over the room to Dont You Wanna Pussy Ride playing very loud at almost 12am i expected someone to try to stop us. Actually someone did knock the door indeed but we just didnt open.
:))
http://picasaweb.google.ru/youlia.g/Carpi/photo#5112380200370909010

It was the first time i wasnt jumping alone in my room.
Life is beautiful even if you have a slight hungover in the morning from time to time.
;)

I had scrambled eggs today for breakfast. Hours later i decided to have it for a dinner as well. An increadibly yummy dinner.
:)
http://picasaweb.google.ru/youlia.g/Carpi/photo#5112380144536334130

Today i was learning how to copy-paste on Mac at work. After few attempts it was good old drag-and-drop that solved the problem.

Beer, beer, beer, vodka, vodka, vodka, champaigne, vodka, beer, beer.

I was showing Mario how to drink pure vodka in one stretch. He couldnt follow. I called him an italian pussy. Sofie said i am hardcore.
Lets consider it the third best compliment.
:)

I went to the courtyard thinking that he might call me back again (which he obviously didnt).
Sitting on the steps of the entrance at 1:30am drunk i was suddenly overwhelmed with happiness.
Life is fucking beautiful.



Every Me And Every You - Felix Krocher vs Placebo

Android called at 1:08 am local time. I wish i could hear anything but noise.
Sylvie and her boyfriend just drove me home.
I am drunk. And happy. God damnit.
:)))))

Its been over a month that i am not listening to what i call "intelligent music". Thats why it was shocking when i suddenly started to sing "Bewitched" at work about 2 days ago. Immediately i came to the conslusion that i am *in love*.

Ive sinned a lot, Im mean a lot
But Im like sweet seventeen a lot
Bewitched, bothered and bewildered - am i
(...)
Vexed again, perplexed again
Thank god, I can be oversexed again
Bewitched, bothered and bewildered - am i
(c) Bewitched - Ella Fitzgerald

Today i listened to it on my pc. Once. In order not to get oversentimental en plus. Then i switched to my current-favourite The Perfect Woman by Android.
:)

Tonight we are going to a party. Dont ask me which, i dont know. I might not even remember it tomorrow as i started to have problems remembering where i am and what i do when i am on a certain amount of alcohol. The only thing that bothers me in a way is if Mario will manage to bring me back home as i absolutely have to be at home tomorrow at least by 4 pm to have enough time to pack my stuff.

Federico drove me back home to Milano. We were listening to Madonna's old hits in the car all the way. Its been a while i wasnt listening to music that makes any sense at all. I heard "Rescue Me" for the first time in my life.
:)

Call me alcoholic all you want but yes, after a slightest hesitation i actually went to a local bar and bought some beer. Andrey said if i want i should go and get one.
I miss Carpi already.

Rossella asked me again yesterday if i want to move to Carpi and work as her assistant. The truth is ... i would love to. Today she proposed me an adoption.
:)

I was trying to find a link for Jason Little at Myspace at work. They replaced Melancholy but they still have Such Grade Hides and I Saw.
http://www.myspace.com/8jasonlittle8

I think i fell in love. Well, not IN LOVE, but *in love*. I am a very very bad girl.
I like when it happens.
8-)

Its so funny how after few hours on Mac at work i start to press left mouse key on my laptop instead of slapping the touchpad.